For my prince,

I always wished for a prince charming who never comes.

A kiss that would take all my misery away.

Love that would forever be engraved in my heart,

connecting two souls hopeful.

 

I always wished for a lover.

A true friend.

A comrade.

A partner.

 

I always wished for a prince,

though I know he’ll come when my soul has withered,

though I know they only exist in fairy tales,

I wished for it with all my heart.

 

I always wished for a prince,

yet he broke my heart a few million times.

Shattered, I stopped.

For the prince I wished for shall never come.

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He smiled at me

He smile ate me.

A smile that sent me light year away.

A smile that stunned me,

With an impact. BOOM-

 

He smiled at me.

I tried to smile back,

Ignoring the rapid beating of this damn muscle.

Calming my hormones raging

Trying to “go for natural”.

 

He smiled at me.

I tried to smile back,

I took that giant leap of faith,

hoping dreams do come true.

I approeched him

Steady, one, two-

 

He smile at me.

I tried to smile back,

I took that giant leap of faith.

He waved at me,

Everything warped around me,

people, things, time and space

 

He smile at me.

I tried to smile back,

I took that giant leap of faith.

He waved at me,

I looked back,

It wasn’t me.

 

He smiled at me,

No,

He smiled at her.

New Semester.

Sooo, ugh. I decided to write a personal entry. (I know, nobody cares, nobody reads)

Well, I spent the semester break watching movies (MOVIES ARE <3), reading Manga (Hoho, if I have time i will be writing Manga reviews. SOON), and reading Novels. As you can notice, my break seems to be non-socializing (I am slowly becoming an introvert). As the days passed I got bored and more bored and most bored, IDC ’bout grammar (last sem’s Eng lessons are a nightmare) and there was nothing I can do but wait for the break to End.

 

AT LAST!!!

 

The semester break was over. This week I meet not many of my profs (yes, this quantifier follows THE GRAMMAR BOOK), my professor in Eng2 which is Reading and Critical Thinking who was a woman. She was somewhat boring yet there is something in her that I somehow like her, the way she speaks in I dunno how to describe it. Then there is our Phil Lit prof who was branded one of the most terror prof in our college, T_______T and she gave us an assignment on the first day, talk about eagerness. Finally we met our Logic prof who I like after the first few minutes. He cracked jokes and yeah, it was very very very fuuuuun. ^^

The next day the only prof we met was out Economic and taxation prof, he seems to be so soft-spoken I could sleep. hihi, btw all of my prof allows eating in class. HURRAY for mi Stomach. :3

Owyeah, sooo. A friend of mine is asking me to join USTETIKA(there you have it, I am from the prestigious University of Sto. Tomas), I dunno if my writing skills are enough. :< meeeh. I wanna join but, meh.

Death.

Death.
Whoever we are we could not expect when or how it would come. I would be given the choice to end one.
I loved her. I can take whatever people said because of her. She held on to her as long as she can but she still could not make it. I had to make a choice.
I chose the child. She said this beforehand as if she had expected this to happen. She pushed and she pushed until her last breath . The loud beeping sound echoed through the room when the child came out. but the weeping that we expected to hear from the child did not happen. She was as cold as her mother.
I lost them both.

Poste

Sampung minuto na kaming stuck sa trapik na ito. Pucha naman oh. Kailangan ko nang makauwi at magrereview pa ako sa quiz sa Calculus bukas, siguro naman uusad din itong trapik na ito.

 

2 minutes

 

5 minutes

 

10 minutes

 

20 minutes

 

WALANG HIYA! Di ba talaga uusad ‘tong jeep na ito. Bwiset. Ang dami ko pang gagawin ee. Masasagutan ba netong trapik na ito quiz bukas?!? Ee yung formation para sa speech choir magagawa ba neto?

 

*Bzzzt* *Bzzzt* 

 

“Ay anak ng kabayong pilay!”

 

Walanjo naman ‘tong taong to oh. Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng drama ee.

“Hello!”

“Ou! Bata ka nasaan ka?”

“Nandito po.”

“Baliw! Saan ka na nga?”

“Dito po sa may Taytay, sa may puregold, bang trapik po”

“Ohkey! Bahala ka!”

*Toot* *Toot*

Si ate lang pala. Hayyy. Kelan ba uusad ‘tong jeep na ito. Bahala na.

*Pasak earphones* d(‘^’)b

 

I threw a wish in the well
Don’t ask me, I’ll never tell
I looked to you as it fell
And now you’re in my way

I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn’t looking for this
But now you’re in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you’re going baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe
It’s hard to look right, at you baby 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy
But here’s my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

You took your time with the call
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you’re in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
At first sight and it’s real
I didn’t know I would feel it, but it’s in my way
Your stare was holding
Ripped jeans, skin was showing 
Hot night, wind was blowing
Where you think you’re going, baby?

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe
It’s hard to look right, at you baby
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad… I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that… I missed you so, so bad

It’s hard to look right, at you baby
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me, 
But here’s my number, so call me maybe

Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad… I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe

 

 

Nakikikanta nalang ako sa lyrics ng kanta, bata di ako tuluyang maburgo at suotan ng jacket na tinatali paikot.

 

Biglang nagsibababaan ang mga kasakay ko sa jeep, maglakad narin kaya ako? Hmmm, 5 minutes pa.

 

 

 

 

 

 

>////<

 

 

 

 

=.=”

 

 

 

Suko na ako sa trapik na ito. T_________T

 

 

 

Bumaba ako ng jeep at nagdesisyon nang maglakad. >.<

 

 

 

 

 *Blogsh*

 

 

 

“Asdfghjkl” At bumagsak ang napakaganda kong pwet sa kalsada.

 

“Miss, okey ka lang? Sabi ng lalaking nakahelmet na nakabundol sakin.

 

“Wag mo kong hawakan! Mukha ba akong okey? Nakita mo na ngang ang trapik-trapik tas mananagasa ka pa” Sabi ko ng nasa taas ang isang kilay. (~’^’)~

 

“Di ka kasi tumitingin sa dinaraanan mo” Aba’t ang kapal rin ng pagmumukha netong bakulaw na ito aba, ako pa mas kasalanan. AKO PA!

 

“Kuya nasa sidewalk tayo, bobo ka ba?”

 

Aba’t di ako pinansin ni Kuya at chinecheck lang kung may damage motor niya.

 

“Hoy! Kinakausap kita, di ka ba tinuruan ng nanay mo na magsorry.”

 


“Tinuruan naman, pero wag raw ako kumausap ng di buhay na bagay. Kawawa naman ‘tong motor ko, nabanga sa Poste”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

WTH!

 

 Aba’t ang kapal ng muhka ng lalaking ito. Poste? Ako? Bangsexy ko namang poste.

 

 

“Hoy mister! Tanggalin mo nga yang helmet mo, ipakita mo yang muhka mong bakulaw at ipapabugbug ko yan sa mga taga-kanto.”

 

Aba’t masunurin bata naman pala ito ee. Tinanggal niya ang helmet niya…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

At nahulog pustiso ko, LOL. Bata pa ako, at matitibay pa ngipin ko.

 

Bakit may isang napakagwapong nilalang ang nasa harap ko, isang lalaking laman ng mga panaginip ko gabi-gabi, isang lalaking may mapupungay na mga mata, mapulang mga labi at matangos na ilong.

 

 

“Hey” tawag ng napakalambing niyang boses sakin.

 

 

“Hey, I just met you and this is crazy but here my number so call me baby.”

 

 

“Miss, di ko type mga poste.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

>////<

WTH?!?!

 

 

 

Bakit ko ginawa yun? No, wala na ang aking inaalagaang dignidad. Sira na napakaganda ko na image. Bakit? Bakit?

 

UWAAA. T_____________T

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Miss, miss”

 

*Kusot kusot*

 

Panaginip lang? OMGAR! Ang dignidad ko, saved! Isa parin akong ehemple ng mabuting tao. Wahahahaha. XDDD

 

 

 

 

At Tinapik ako ng katabi ko.

 

“miss may extra ka bang tshirt? Or face towel man lang? Basa na kasi T-shirt ko ng laway moee.”

 

OH?!? Bakit?!? Siya yung lalaking nasa panaginip ko. Ano bang kamalasan ito.